Where are you?

Where have you been? i miss you so much. i wish you lived here still so then we could be bestfriends like we were before.

i miss you joshy. this one's for you. come and see me soon babe.

So i havent been on here in forever and i kinda miss it. and my joshy poo.but here goes another story.

      There was this girl;she wasnt the cutest,smartest,most popular. But she didnt complain because she knew that if a boy didnt want her for her then he wasnt even worth it. Until one day she saw the boy that made her smile even if he didnt say a word to her. She would go home and just thihnk how her life would be different if he was in her life. She never knew how to just go up and talk to him because she knew she would get made fun of for even looking at him;but she never let anything stop her before. So one day during lunch she got up and walked over to that boys table as she begins to get up she realizes she spilt her drink all over her pants;as its too late to turn around. She thinks about whats going to be said and she realizes you only live once and she goes for it.

  As she begins to say hey, she yells out her name ASHLEE. then she wonders why didnt she yell his name JORDAN. But then she said hell with it and then says "hey jordan, whats up" he replies back "nothing much ash, you". And then she wonders how he knew her name but she doesnt say anything. Then she says "Well i better get going" Jordan replies with "hey do you want to hangout sometime" as all the guys/cheerleaders laugh in the background. Ashlee says "if this is a joke then your pathetic because i came over trying to be a friend and you have to be Mr. BIG SHOT and bring everyone down, well if thats all you wanted t hen i wasted my time and im sorry i interupted your lunch" she begins to walk off as Jordan follows and says "No, i really wanted to hangout with you and im sorry about how my friends reacted they are jerks, but please give me another chance heres my number 416-568-8971 give me a call we can hangout soon"

Thats all i  got joshy pooh. i love you buddy.

i miss him so much.

The thought of you loving me; made me feel so happy<3

When you first told me that you loved me; i thought i was going to die because i thought i would never be that happy like i was and from that day i trusted you with everything. i wanted to be your everything and when you told me that you would cry if i moved to Boston; i thought to myself geeze this boy really does care about me but then a week later i asked you again and you told me the only reason why you said that was so i would shut up..thanks that made my heart drop from 100 to 0 all in a couple of seconds.. I cant believe that i was so stupid to fall for your games that were always being turned on me making me look like i was the bad person and im tired of it.. and thats why im done with you i thought you loved me and it made me feel good when you told me but i knew that something would change you and then it would be my fault...thats why when i told you that i loved you i was unsure and i told you that i knew something bad would happen to us.

Now im with the perfect boy named Steven Brian Knipp<33 and we are happy!